i feel soooo.
yes...weird...
it's totally weird that u find out something u wish u did not....
am trust me...
i rather not know....
total nonsense..
i never tot i had to use this blog..
but i need to....
i trying to contro cause i tink my actions might be childish...
but cant take it...
y could he not tell me this before....lik before i done stupid things to myself...
anyway should hav known lar....
i now very dispair...
the feeling are felt can hardly be describe in words...
in the end....onyl trust urself ar....
i dun trust anyone now...
no matter how nice they are....